why???

so, why is this blog here? why today on 14th march 2006 i started this blog? umm... what happened 2day? i will again tell u later de ans 2 last question.
sometimes some things happen in ur life which have some effect on u. but some times the effect is not just a effect it is a memory it can be good or bad, it can be as bad as a deep cut. but as time is a great healer so i wanted something to keep the cut fresh.... so i choose 2 write this blog. i have had so many bad experience in my life that i no more can think positive.
in other words i started this blog due 2 a girl, a girl not like othre girls, a girl so beautiful that even folowers look so dull, a girl.... a girl who came 2 my life without my permission , a girl who taught me 2 love, but she was a girl. i dont know when where how why but i was in love with her n... in my next post i will u some flashback on my fucking life.